Saturday, September 8, 2012

My Mind is S L O W I N G down..............

I would like to blog more...but I just can't stay focused lately.  I get up every day and try to remember if something is expected of me.  I can only deal with one day at a time....sometimes one moment at a time.  In a lot of ways...that is kind of a nice place to be.  I do remember being younger and my mind racing so fast with thoughts....I was worn out just dealing with my  mind and all of my body energy.  These days....I have so little of either one.  Bodily energy or mental focus.  I have managed to get involved with activities at church.  I am a member of The Legion of Mary, sponsor for RCIA, and a weekly Bible Study.  Also starting something on Mondays that is connected to The Legion of Mary.  The main things that the Legion of Mary is involved in is to go to Nursing homes and pray the rosary with those who want to pray with others.  We bring  Eucharist to some home bound people and try to spend time with those who just need the companionship of another human being.   I am just getting I am excited to get involved.
I have been looking at places for us to live that won't have stairs...because my knees are not doing so well.  What a challenge that is.  I want to pick the right place because I doubt we will move again after this.  I go back and forth on how much room we need to feel comfortable.  I really dread having to put our house on the market because I am afraid that we are going to have to invest too much money to fix it up.  Maybe this is why my mind stays in a fog most of the time....I am just delaying the unpleasant......

Clifford 1994 to 2009

Clifford   1994 to 2009
The Best Dog Ever